Rising Above
From slavery to the priesthood
Voice and Freedom
Expressing our essential self
Meeting the Teacher
A life-changing encounter with spiritual authority
I Knew Two Men
Remembering Harold Bloom and Jacob Needleman
The Word for Soul
A lyrical song of love, nature, the sacred
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Three Poems by Jane Yolen
Three Poems by Jane Yolen
The Miracle of Consciousness, by Christian Wertenbaker
The science and spirit of awareness
The LSD Experience, by Laurence Rosenthal
A celebrated composer hears celestial music
French Lessons, by Tracy Cochran
Vincent Van Gogh, The Red Vineyard at Arles, 1888, oil, on canvas (Puskin Museum of Fine Arts, Moscow)One morning last October, I experienced a moment of grace. It happened as I was walking my black Labrador retriever, Shadow, on one of those warm autumn days when everything looks edged in gold….
The Privilege of Living: A Conversation with Viral Mehta, by Pavithra Mehta
In mid-August 2015, Viral Mehta, a co-founder of ServiceSpace.org, was diagnosed with an acute form of bone marrow suppression. In the passages below, his wife, Pavithra. “Pavi” Mehta, offers an update on Viral’s condition and speaks with him about his challenges and recovery.
Entrance, by Rainer Maria Rilke
Whoever you are: in the evening step out | of your room, where you know everything …
Søren Kierkegaard on Silence and Prayer
As my prayer become more attentive and inward
I had less and less to say.
I finally became completely silent. […]
Parabola Podcast, Episode 11: “The Value of Education”
Story Editor Betsy Cornwell reflects on the spiritual value of education in this new episode of Parabola’s free monthly podcast.
Part of an Ancient Story: A Conversation with Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee
One August day recently in northern California, Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee sat down with Parabola to speak about free will and destiny.
Polychromatic Mysticism: A Visit to Little Gidding, by J. M. White
Little Gidding has been described as a “thin place” where there is only a slim veil between time and eternity.
Parabola Podcast Episode 27: “The Maze”
Story editor Betsy Cornwell shares PL Travers’ stunning essay “Walking the Maze” and William Segal’s wise poem “The Middle Ground” in this episode of Parabola Magazine’s free podcast.
Walking the Maze, by Pamela Travers
The way in, the way out
Finding the Path, by Tracy Cochran
Among the tasks or “yogi jobs” a participant can volunteer for during silent retreats at the Insight Meditation Society, a Buddhist meditation center in rural Massachusetts, the most resonant in every sense is that of bell ringer.
Already Broken, by Joyce Kornblatt
Although it felt like flight, I knew the fall was wrong: body upended, working to right itself even as it spiralled head-first, it seemed, down. I’d gone over the tiniest cliff, from darkened footpath to an unseen recessed lawn. On my back, I looked up at faces—my husband Christopher, my step-daughter Miriam, a nurse who’d…
How to Find a Spiritual Teacher, by Lillian Firestone
If you dream of finding a great Teacher, a Master, the operative advice is, “get real.” Great teachers may appear once in a hundred years. …
We Begin Where We Are, by Jan Jarvis
In his book All and Everything, G.I. Gurdjieff presented what he called the “Obligolnian Strivings,” directives intended to instill in the consciousness of those who practice them—said to be engaged in the “Work”—the “divine function of genuine Conscience.”
A Turning Point in the Cosmos, by Mary A. Osborne
Owen Barfield and the history of consciousness
Ars Poetica Parabola, by Lee van Laer
For the last five or so years, as readers may know, I’ve been the poetry Editor at Parabola magazine, while also fulfilling various other duties as a Senior Editor. […]
The Compassionate Warrior, by Elsa Marston
This was the time in his life that Abd el-Kader had intended to devote to peaceful pursuits such as prayer, teaching, and charitable deeds. He might have turned his back on the growing tensions in Damascus: It would not have been unreasonable. Yet he could not escape the world around him, or the role that…
A Higher Power, by Dawn Eden Goldstein
The spiritual awakening of a world-class drunk
The Awakened Eye, by Frederick Franck
A recollection of the first moment of being at one.
The Fellowship, by Philip Zaleski and Carol Zaleski
Oxford skyline. Photo by David Iliff During the hectic middle decades of the twentieth century, from the end of the Great Depression through World War II and into the 1950s, a small circle of intellectuals gathered on a weekly basis in and around Oxford University to drink, smoke, quip, cavil, read…
Lesson from Volume 37 No. 2, Summer 2012: Alone & Together
Joshua Boettiger, “Alone, with Others”
When the Source Ran Free: A story for the present time, by Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee
This song comes from a place where the angels are present, where light is born, where the future is written.
Parabola Podcast Episode 44: The Search for Meaning
How do you get people to trust life? You have to trick them. They won’t jump into the water, so you have to throw them in.Alan Watts, “How to Reach Where You Already Are” Story editor Betsy Cornwell shares excerpts from Parabola Magazine’s “The Search for Meaning” issue, which is available as a free PDF…
These Are the Words of the Secret: The Gospel of Thomas Revealed, by Jean-Yves Leloup
Yeshua said: Whoever lives the interpretation of these words shall no longer taste death.
Maidens & Monsters, Betsy Cornwell
Cinderella slaves for years for her heartless stepfamily; Beauty offers her life to the Beast at her father’s request. […]
O Little Town of Riverside, by Mary A. Osborne
Frederick Law Olmsted’s village in the woods
Parabola Podcast Episode 45: Presence
The miracle is that the practice of presence not only enlivens ourselves, but allows us to share that new life with others and also to receive the presence of the Divine. It is the foundation for truth, and it is the genesis of hope. With practice, presence can, in the words of John G. Bennett,…
Pure Gold, by Margaret Wolff
A conversation with Brother Satyananda of Self-Realization Fellowship
Freedom from Addiction: The Presence of a Moment
The remarkable story of A.A. co-founder Bill Wilson
Learn to Die!, by Alejandro Jodorowsky
Despite acclaim, even adulation, garnered from his theater and film work, including such classic films as The Holy Mountain and El Topo, the author found himself in a state of doubt—of spiritual questioning. …
How to Reach Where You Already Are, by Alan Watts
Previously unpublished commentary from Alan Watts, a pioneer of East-West spirituality.
Participators of Sacred Things, by Roger Lipsey
The structure of traditional art
Endpoint from “The Divine Feminine,” Spring 2016
Despite a growing awareness of the Divine Feminine, women remain ineligible to head many major religious groups and institutions […]
Days with Michel Conge, Part One, by Rami Kalfon
Close encounters with a student of Gurdjieff
Parabola Podcast Episode 41: Androgyny
“At the very outset of the journey inwards, there is a crossroads. Signs point in both directions, and I am pulled both ways. I find that I am double. I want something and at the same time I don’t want it; I love and hate the same person. I am light and dark; I aspire…
Parabola Podcast Episode 36: Renewal
Story editor Betsy Cornwell shares essays from Parabola’s extensive archives on the theme of “Renewal” in this episode of Parabola magazine’s free podcast.
The Yoga Master at Ninety, an Interview with B.K.S. Iyengar
Born in India in 1918, B.K.S. Iyengar has been teaching yoga since the age of seventeen. An innovative and exacting teacher for more than sixty years, he has guided the establishment of many centers of Iyengar Yoga worldwide. His message is “Yoga is for everyone.”
Out of the Box: How Raven gave light to the world, by Leslie Hebert
Anonymous / Haida
Retold by Leslie Hebert
Daily Life as Spiritual Exercise, by Karlfried Graf Dürckheim
In the Middle Ages people were well aware of the inexhaustible power that arises simply from sitting still. After that time, knowledge of the purifying power of stillness and its practice was, in the West, largely lost.
Plant Healing and Shamanism in the Deep Amazon, by Jorges Hachumak with David L. Carroll
Inside an Ayahuasca ceremony
Circles of Time, by J. Stephen Lansing
Being “old” in Bali
Our Authority of Being, by Mark Nepo
Mark Nepo on welcoming the life-force.
A Night in the Forest, by Tracy Cochran
In the darkness, the Buddha found light
The Rose, by Malcolm Guite
A white rose opens in a quiet arbour
Where I sit reading Dante, Paradise
unfolding in me, opens hour by hour […]
You Would Run for Your Life, by Tracy Cochran
A mother and daughter trace their roots to the Vikings—and to those they conquered
What It Takes, by Lisa Starr
All it takes is one blue rowboat tied to a buoy,
and its reflection, and this moment
for me to go remembering everything. …
“Where We Once Belonged” and Three More Poems, by Stephanie Unger
Stephanie Unger is a writer who lives in Buffalo, NY. She has studied poetry at workshops led by Martha Heyneman and others at the Rochester Folk Art Guild in the Finger Lakes Region of New York State.
A Stopinder Anthology, Edited by David Kherdian
The first issue of Stopinder: A Gurdjieff Journal for Our Time appeared in the year 2000. […]
The Art of Cleaning, by Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee and Hilary Hart
Housework as spiritual practice, from a Sufi master
The Word for Soul
A lyrical song of love, nature, the sacred
Portfolio: David Ulrich
Can my inner work towards stillness and consciousness be reflected in images? Perhaps the moments of presence I, at times, experience can be extended outward to you, the viewer.
Pulitzer-winning poet Mary Oliver has died at 83
Mary Oliver was an astonishing poet beloved by many and also a frequent contributor to PARABOLA over the years.
Izanagi and Izanami, a Japanese myth, Retold by Paul Jordan-Smith
How the goddess of creation became the goddess of death
Metaphors of Movement, by Keith Badger
Walking with an Inkling or two
“A Wing And A Prayer,” An Interview with Bishop Katharine Jefferts Schori
An Interview with Bishop Katharine Jefferts Schori, Presiding Bishop of the Episcopal Church from November 4, 2006 until November 1, 2015.
Parabola Podcast Episode 43: God
“For it seemed to me certain, and I still think so today, that one can never wrestle enough with God if one does so out of pure regard for the truth. Christ likes us to prefer truth to him because, before being Christ, he is truth. If one turns aside from him to go toward…
Surrounded by Water and Dying of Thirst, by Lambros Kamperidis
Saint Anthony Abbot Tempted by a Heap of Gold, Tempera on panel painting by the Master of the Osservanza Triptych, ca. 1435, Metropolitan Museum of Art “As I commute to work every day, I leave behind a quiet country road for a highway that takes me to the city. Nature still…
Bosch Decoded: The Esoteric Bosch, Vol. II, by Lee van Laer
Announcing the publication of Senior Editor, Lee van Laer’s new book on symbolism in the artwork of Hieronymus Bosch. […]
Parabola: The Search for Meaning : Free Complete Digital Index, 1976-2019
The Gurdjieff Foundation of Illinois has generously assembled a free searchable index for Parabola magazine readers.
Exploring the Frontiers of Science: A Conversation with Leo Piilonen
A conversation with physicist Leo Piilonen
Meditation and Service: A Conversation with Nipun Mehta
A conversation with visionary philanthropist Nipun Mehta
Not Knowing, Non-Being, and the Power of Nothingness, By Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee, with Hilary Hart
Exploring the “hidden face of God”
Who Are You? by Tracy Cochran
Listening for an answer beyond words
Everything is Burning, by Tracy Cochran
In a world on fire, finding the light that guides
Waking Up Aurora, by Rhiannon Thomas
Sleeping. Louis Sussman-Hellborn (1828–1908) I’ve had quite a tumultuous relationship with fairy tales. The Little Mermaid was always my favorite as a child. Not just the Disney version, where everyone lives happily-ever-after, but the original, where the mermaid feels like she’s walking on a thousand knives and almost stabs the prince to…
Parabola Podcast, Episode 30: Together
Story editor Betsy Cornwell shares editorial director Tracy Cochran’s “Fusterlandia” and Elizabeth Napp’s “An Education in Peace,” as well as some wise words on leadership from Octavia Butler, in this episode of Parabola Magazine’s free monthly podcast.
A Matter of Life and Death, by Rosalind Bradley
Reflections from a Death Row inmate; inspired thoughts from a Sikh guide
TIMELESS IN TIME: Sri Ramana Maharshi
TIMELESS IN TIME: Sri Ramana Maharshi. Reviewed by Samuel Bendeck Sotillos.
All Life is Sacred: A Conversation with John Malloy
A conversation with educator and spiritual leader John Malloy …
Fire Season, by Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee
A Sufi master looks at—and beyond—the approaching flames
Walt Whitman: Song of Myself, Part 50
A poem by Walt Whitman in our issue, Happiness.
Away, by Tracy Cochran
On silent retreat, a woman finds connection from PARABOLA, Vol. 37:2, Summer 2012: Alone and Together.
To Honor the Sacred, by David Ulrich
A photographer envisions the sacred and the profane on a Hawaiian island
The Thanksgiving Prayer, Adapted from the Mohawk
Today we have gathered and we see that the cycles of life continue. We have been given the duty to live in balance and harmony with each other and all living things. […]
Lucky Man, by Tracy Cochran
Life lessons from William Segal
The Reenchantment of Vision: Breaking the Spell of the Rational, by David Ulrich
The most powerful teachings and teachers are those that bring us back to ourselves, as we are now, helping us see our true nature: vulnerable and exposed, along with both our nascent strengths and formidable obstacles. […]
Parabola Podcast, Episode 9: “Spiritual Practice”
“Often I have come across stern pronouncements directed at people like me: One cannot dabble, say the priests and scholars. Spirituality is not a tasting menu. “New Agers” who borrow a bit of this religion and a bit of that, while discarding the parts they don’t like, will never have anything but a shallow and…
Cosmos in Stone, by Hélène Fleury
Researches into the source of megalithic culture.
Lesson from Volume 35 No. 3, Fall 2010: Desire
Anonymous, “Krishna and Radha,” retold with commentary by Laura Simms
Pathways, by Mark Nepo
I don’t know why I was born | with this belief in something | deeper and larger than we can | see. […]
The Lesson, by Fred Cheney
An encounter to last a lifetime
Parabola Podcast Episode 28: The Miraculous
Story editor Betsy Cornwell shares excerpts from Parabola Magazine’s new issue, “The Miraculous,” including three new poems by beloved author Jane Yolen.
A Parabola Bestiary: Goat, by Joseph Cary
The trouble with goats
Sister God, by Betsy Cornwell
Snow White. Heinrich Leutemann or Carl Offterdinger, late nineteenth century When I was three or four years old, I started to grow afraid that I was evil. That year I had the worst nightmare of my life thus far: intense, consuming, and hyper real in the way that only very young children’s nightmares…
Spinning Straw, by Tracy Cochran
Naming Rumpelstiltskin, and the path to self-knowledge
To Hold One’s Own, by Surnaí Molloy
Making the world her own
Living as Spiritual Practice, by Tracy Cochran
In February 2003, I went to Laura Rothenberg’s apartment to talk about her book, “Breathing for a Living,” which she wouldn’t live to see published. Laura was dying at age twenty-two. …
My Life in the Chair, by Lillian Firestone
I was determined not to let dialysis take over my life. But it already had. […]
Parabola Podcast, Episode 5: “Embodiment”
Story editor Betsy Cornwell looks at our Summer 2014 Issue, EMBODIMENT, in Parabola Magazine’s monthly podcast.
To Go Beyond Thought, an Interview with Karen Armstrong
One bright spring day, Parabola met with Karen Armstrong in her suite at the Parker Meridian hotel in Manhattan. The petite, friendly 62-year-old British ex-nun, arguably the most influential commentator on religion in the English-speaking world, was on tour to promote her latest bestselling book. Lauded by critics as “magisterial” and “magnificent,” The Great Transformation…
Remarkable Beings, by Eleanor O’Hanlon
Among elephants, it’s a family affair
Stroked, by Ram Dass with Rameshwar Das
A great teacher meets his ultimate challenge
Learning to Die, by Brother David Steindl-Rast
David Steindl-Rast (2004) Wikipedia The only point where one can start to talk about anything, including death, is where one finds oneself. And for me this is as a Benedictine monk. In the rule of St. Benedict, the momenta mori has always been important, because one of what St. Benedict calls…
Mercy, by Lee van Laer
Understanding mercy as a force from on High
Thomas Merton and the Language of Life, by John Justin David
The language of life asks for our ears and calls for our souls.
The Ladder of Heavenly Unity, by Sister Joanna
Continuing Orthodox monasticism’s oldest unbroken tradition, Sinai monks still liturgize, shoeless, over the roots of the Burning Bush. On the holy ground where Moses was commanded to remove his sandals—together with all earthly logic—monks turn diversity’s polarizing forces to unity: some of the ways St. Catherine’s Monastery at Mount Sinai (Egypt) brings Byzantium’s patristic spirit…
A Welcome Oasis: The 27th All & Everything International Humanities Conference, by Keith Badger
I would first and foremost like to follow an age-old injunction that every writer, before giving out any advice or critique to anyone else, should obligingly give an honest account of their journey. So before doing an appraisal of the 27th All & Everything International Humanities Conference I offer a short yet pertinent brief. Having…
Elizabeth, by Tracy Cochran
The summer after I graduated from college, days before I moved to New York City to launch a real adult life, I saw a ghost—an apparition, a spirit, an angel.